Friday, January 25, 2008

The 6th Stage

What would you do if a past love suddenly haunts you back? After 6 long months of emotional roller coaster, having to experience: Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression & finally Acceptance (DABDA as we call it). The 5 stages of emotional state after a death or loss of someone close to you, someone special.
It started with a call, there's a bit of heart pounding moment, but after a while everything seem to be normal again. How i became numb & indifferent with words that has been said, or is it just my defense. I have always believed to face problems & new situations head on, & man am i proud to say, I'm practising it now & actually doing good at it.
How i precious my newly found freedom, my emotional independence. I have gained my focus again, i am given another chance at equilibrium.
Now i know what I'm worth. But when you don't experience the 5 stages of grief, let me introduce you to the 6Th stage. Suicide.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Loka Loka!! har har har!